I must say - reading someone else's blog makes you want to blog as well..

I just returned from Forbidden City @ The Esplanade. I certainly was looking forward to this show after all the raves it received from the media. Before we stepped in for the show, hua ping commented that for the past week, there were complaints by people from the audience that an understudy was used to 'stand in' for Kit on certain nights. I was like 'WTF! i pay $88 to hear Kit sing, not some other unknown understudy leh!' Okok, i know im being very mercenary here, but ya mah, i pay the highest to see the best ok..dun cheat my $ leh! (oreddy being cheated by Robbie for his intention to cancel the tour...papaya milk cantalope! (translate to mandarin))

Anyhow, after attending the awards last night, the lonely me joined Juls and her colleagues at Boat Quay. Whilst we were having dinner, Juls asked me why i wanted so much to go away - i told her i was even prepared to go on the trip to US to visit Shiqi alone already. To which i answered - i think i want to get away. To get a breadth of fresh air. She next asked if i was really unhappy, i nodded.

Then she best - at first she told me 'Aiyah, take your time.' I luffed so hard - i told her she was the only one who told me to take my time so far, whilst hua ping has been telling me to stop wasting my time. Then after a couple of minutes, she beng wey - she said 'Dont waste your time then'. I was like ' Duh...i tot u just said take your time...' haha...So ladies and gentlement, this is Juls.

I've been having sleepless nights - whereby my mind will start to wander, drift and start to think negatively. Then i will start to tear, but it'll stop after some time cos i'll be too tired then and fall asleep.

Much as i hate this to happen, i still am not able to resovle the problem. I know i should 'stop wasting my time', but somehow i am still 'wasting time'.

Anyhow, xie xie Juls for extending the invitation to join her yesterday - though i tot it was quite weird sharing a cab together with her colleagues when i didnt know them and had nothing in common to talk about (Juls pls dun do this again.), but other than that, apart from the fact that Attica was a place stacked with ang mohs, it was generally a good night out since it's been awhile since my last one.

Ok finish blabbering oreddy. Kind of tired. Mayb watch a bit of TV then im going to bed. Wan an.