The World of So Many 'Un's

It's hard to imagine how people would react in terms of need. Unimaginable. Unbelievable. Unthinkable.

I cannot blog too much about this as this is afterall on www - too open, if you know what i mean.

But, this has been truly a most disheartening day so far.

冲上云霄

终于看完了这部40集的香港连续剧。好喜欢，结尾非常感人，剧情动人心弦。赞！

观看的当儿，心中却不禁涌起一股无奈与悲伤。。。

“或许，暂时分开一段日子会比较好。。反正大家都各忙各的，也没有太多时间见面。不如把精神都专著在事业和学业上会更好。可能分开之后，彼此之间能够冷静的考虑自己想要什么，也能确认自己的感情。 到那个时候再决定应该怎么样也不迟。

又或许，彼此做朋友比起作情人会更适合。负担，压力也不会那么重。。。

就这样好吗? ”

也不知道，自己到底几十才有勇气说出这番话。。可能就有如Geek所说的，是时候时，自然而然话就会从口出。希望，但愿如此吧。

啊。。。我也好想抛开一切，飞上云霄。。。

Destiny...brings people together.
Destiny...brings friends together.
Destiny...brings lovers together.
Destiny...

A piglet finally saw light at the end of the rainbow...

It's been a long long while since i last felt this way.

Geek says i must think of a creative way to blog abt the happiness, dont mention the specifics she says.

Somehow, i feel elated. Relieved. Happy and very glad that things have turned out this way finally, yet on the other hand, am apprehensive of what to expect in future. I reckon its gonna be tougher - nothing comes for free as they say. This is a materialistic world. After all, there's no free lunch. Or dinner. Even supper. Whatever, you get the point.

I hope i've made the right choice. Done the right things.

But.... i still cannot say what exactly happened la! Well...if the analogy is right, let's just say that the squirrel has found another big nut!

* A very happy piglet that will die of internal injury soon if she dun tell more people *

Wish me luck pals!

A hazy 15th Oct - i was tricked!

Hua ping texted me on Sunday morning, asking me what time i was going to go out...i told her probably soon, in a while's time..She said "The haze is very bad now, go out only after 2pm la.."

The naive me believed her, so i stayed indoors for time to pass. At about 1.30pm, there was a knock on the door. Strange - there seldom would be anyone knocking on my door on a typical Sunday. I went to the hole and peeped out - someone was standing there, holding a vase of flowers. I tot she knocked on the wrong door - but she was persistent! Knock again, this time even louder leh!

So i tot - what the heck, open la, mayb the flowers really for me leh...WAH KAO! REALLY LEH! SHE ASKED FOR CELIA TAN! THAT'S ME MA, CORRECT LEH!

Bloody happy, i signed for the flowers..and i kind of know who sent it to me liao..

HUA PING! SHE BLUFF ME LEH! WHO SAY PSI BERY HIGH!

Haha...besides the beautiful roses, i also received a small little piglet and a piglet pen that lights up when you write!

I LOVEEEEEE IT! THANK YOU HUA PING! 我好感动！

三叔公的 Peanut biscuit

This picture is posted for Geek - who will be enjoying herself in KL come Friday.

This biscuit my mother like to eat - help me buy ok! Peanut flavor one! RM 8.20!

Timbre, National Lib, Lai Lai, World Trade Centre, Yess Hair Salon

In chronological order of the events that happened today (ok in reverse order, with Timbre being the last). That was how Sat was spent.

Bright and early at Yess, where i did a 'scalp and hair treatment' that cost me $90..no further discount cos this was the nett nett price, even though i asked if it was applicable since it was my birthday month. But after the whole thing, i thought it was money well spent. Hair was soft and flowy, even Geek commented and said that it was nice..happy and satisfied customer! =)

Next proceeded to watch WTC with Geek - we wanted to catch Scoop initially, but that was not available at Bugis. Geek complained about the 'total darkness' of the theatre and the stiff seats (which i concur too). However, the show was nonetheless a thought provoking one in the end - one that makes you think about humanity..Sad thing was, even before the show ended, ple started standing up to leave the room. Buay tahan man...sit a while more will die isit...

We ended up at Lai Lai for dinner, and the world is really small. 2 of the ple sitting at the table next to us were actually from St Nicks as well. hee..Sg is really small hor..

Anyhow, after dinner we strolled along the streets and ended up at National lib - the sua ku Geek said she hasn't been in there before! * ROll EYE * I brought her in and we ended up borrowing books each...I just love James Patterson! i saw so so so many of his books, and how i wished i could transport all those books back home...Yummy! haha...

Ok im tired oreddy...i shall continue with my blog tmr..

* As im typing this entry, Cuppycake is still slogging her butts off in her office..i felt a tinge of guilt that whilst i was having fun, she was working her life away in the office..sigghhh...this is what we call the doldrums of life..everyone is caught in the ratrace leh..

Nitey everyone...

第一次

Heard the trailers of the new compilation album playing on tv, and this song caught my attention.

Realised it was called 第一次。

I googled for it, but couldnt find. Lucky thing vivian's hubby came to my aid. I found it on www.baidu.com.

Lyrics of the song

光良---第一次

当你看着我
我没有开口
已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁哦~

第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻
你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......

对我感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

相信每个人都会拥有他们的第一次。。。第一次的回忆，回忆，应该都会是很甜蜜的吧。。。想起你的第一次了吗?

This is Life...

For the 1st time, the 1st website that i went to after loading IE was not BM's.

I told Geek about my intentions to blog on the way home.

Sometimes you really wonder, how some people seem to lead such a carefree life. No worries, no troubles, smiles every day, happy go lucky... Perhaps these people put on a strong front when they're in front of people whom they call 'friends', but it's only to those whom they're really close with that they reveal the real them. (Whoa, this sounds so familiar. Im like writing about myself.keke...)

Nothing seems to be able to shock me anymore these days. Whatever that happens, the first few thoughts that come to my mind will be simply - THIS IS LIFE. Life can never be a bed of roses, no matter what crap those self help books write about. So i say ah, dun watch too much korean shows - all those fairy tale endings, they make you disillusioned many times. Watch HK TVB dramas better - more twists and turns. That's a better representation of life these days.

Of course, there will always be happy moments. These are the most memorable parts of everyone's life, and the happy and sweet memories will always go deep down in memory lane.

Similarly, there will be sad moments. Times whereby you mourn for the loss of something/someone, when things that dont go your way..what else can be sad? Mayb it comes to a certain point where sadness begets numbness. Does this make any sense at all?

I've come to believe that things in life always happen for a reason. Something bad happens at work - this makes me more appreciative of certain colleagues around me who's always ready to help, and remind me to be mindful of the presence of other people who backstabs to climb the ladder. A relationship turned bad - just be happy that your paths ever crossed, and that you made an impact in each other's life whilst you were together. It was fate that brought 2 together, but fate also decides that you 2 aren't meant to last.

A rainbow lies at the end after each shower. To all my pals who are reading this blog, im glad that im able to share all these emotions that im feeling with you. Hope you feel the same way too.

Good night.